The book is a copy of authors diary , her own traumas her own manifestations .her own delusions which can be dark ,  soft ,  full of love or full of destruction.  A past that was meant to be forgotten . The feelings those were supposed to get vanished .. a hope that she wished for in form of her man , stay tuned to read a pure love divine faith that is a manifestation lingered with sensation of brown blood bleeding with a dripping core of their cum.